I don't need you to tell me Im weak... I trusted you with my problems... I NEVER tell anyone whats inside me... I did it once with you, I'll never do it again...

How can you possibly know Im not trying!!

I'm getting sick of trying... You're not even here, you gave up on me a long time ago... How can you possibly know what Im going through... You think Im that inmature girl that walked into the music room a few years ago... well, that's been time enough for change, I have change, you just didn't realize, I HATE THIS, whenever I try to tell someone what I feel, they just call me weak or stupid! maybe I am...

I think I'll never tell anyone about whats on my mind again, they don't care anyway...

My friends are going to other schools, my Best friends are like strangers now, they have new friends of course, now its just me, swimming in a sea of loneliness....

Im insane

Im so sick

Im so weak

Im strange

Im not anything...