I don't know what Im doin anymore...The party's almos here and Im still a fuckin big fat stupid bitch... Dammit I just cant do it, I dont konw why, I mean I dont even have money enough for food and Im still eating like a pig and I hate it.
A few days ago my sister and mom were mad at me 'cuz I my sister needed a dress and I didnt gave her my black dress, but the dont understand, I havent worn that dress cause its too small, and I wanted to use it first, in the end... I gave her the fuckin' dress, and u know what she did? she didnt used it!! she borrowed a dress form her stupid best friend, I was fuckin crying when I gave her the dress!!! It was hard, I know its stupid but that dress mean something to me!! and she didnt care! thats just fuckinn shit! and today! my aunt came as always, yelling and telling me what to do, cause the only thing that matter to her is what people's gonna say about us, Well Im not fuckin perfect people is always gonna say bad things about me!! Aw...last week my music teacher said that Im actually good! I dint know that, I touhgt I suck... apparentely I dont... but I do need more practice, and thats one more steph closer to make my dream come true, so thats a good thing...
Ahw and realizing that all my "friends" have plans for the hollydas and stuff is just kinda sad cuz I dont have any plans, I dont recieve any phone calls or visitors... my sister does... Im just fuckin antisocial.... If I was pretty I'd have more friends... thats for sure... Im just tired of beeing rejected by everybody...
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